迷茫中的悲伤 ‍Sadness in confusion

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迷茫中的悲伤

文/庄深

夜晚，我尊崇星星和月亮，

那些清冷的光让我在寂静的世界中徜徉。

突然有一颗星星掉落于尘世间，

我凝视着那尾焰瞬间亮了天穹又瞬间被黑夜淹没。

黎明破晓的曙光闪耀着云隙，

它向世界透露出来了诡异的神秘色彩。

当太阳普照大地，在明亮的光线下，

眼睛的焦虑让我饱览湖面泛起的粼粼波光。

我孤独地凝望着辽阔大地的边界，

完全看不透迢远处地平线之下的风景。

我对尘世间万物的眷恋完全迷失在爱之中，

我的灵魂无助地在广袤的大地上流浪。

黄昏时分，变幻莫测的天空乱云翻涌，

太阳的光焰让涌动的云朵卷起了边。

我的心像陷在泥沼里的一头驴子，

无论怎样地挣扎都无法到达青青的草原。

傍晚，阴郁的天气让细雨蒙蒙起来，

整个世界充满了氤氲的水的气息。

揭开人生神秘的面纱后有一种迷茫中的悲伤，

不要问为什么？这或许就是我们的人生。

作于2025年1月24日下午3点

Sadness in confusion

Author/Zhuang Shen

At night, I revere the stars and the moon,

Those cool lights let me wander in the silent world.

Suddenly, a star fell into the mortal world,

I gazed at the tail flame that instantly lit up the sky and was then instantly submerged by the darkness of night.

The dawn of dawn shines through the gaps in the clouds,

It reveals a strange and mysterious color to the world.

When the sun shines on the earth, under bright light,

The anxiety in my eyes allowed me to enjoy the sparkling waves on the lake.

I gazed alone at the boundaries of the vast land,

Completely unable to see through the scenery below the distant horizon.

My attachment to all things in the world is completely lost in love,

My soul wanders helplessly on the vast land.

At dusk, the ever-changing sky is filled with turbulent clouds,

The flames of the sun curled up the surging clouds.

My heart is like a donkey stuck in the mud,

No matter how hard I struggle, I cannot reach the green grassland.

In the evening, the gloomy weather cast a light drizzle,

The whole world is filled with the misty scent of water.

After unveiling the mysterious veil of life, there is a sadness in confusion,

Don't ask why? This may be our life.

庄深，56.6.出生。工业与民用建筑专业（大专），中国政法大学法律在职研究生学历。中国首批国家注册监理工程师。企业董事长，常州市土木学会付理事长。原武进市（区）政协委员。

自2019年开始学习文学创作（出版著作约260余万字）。著有长篇小说《根》、《脉》、电视连续剧剧本《根》、诗集《亲爱的，我们去踏秋》。在各类刊物发表诗歌近百首，自去年以来在中国诗歌网发表诗歌256首（已经写下了2700首诗歌约700万字，待整理出版）。

2020年加入常州市作协，2021年加入江苏省作协，2022年加入中国作协。

Zhuang Shen was born in June 1956. I majored in Industrial and Civil Architecture (associate degree) and obtained a Master's degree in Law from China University of Political Science and Law. The first batch of nationally registered supervising engineers in China. Chairman of the company and Vice Chairman of Changzhou Civil Engineering Society. Former member of the Political Consultative Conference of Wujin City (District).

I have been studying literary creation since 2019 (publishing over 2.6 million words). I have written novels "Gen" and "Mai", TV drama scripts "Gen", and poetry collections "Darling, Let's Go Tread on Autumn". I have published nearly a hundred poems in various publications, and since last year, I have published 256 poems on the China Poetry Network (I have written 2700 poems, about 7 million words, to be sorted and published).

I joined Changzhou Writers Association in 2020, Jiangsu Writers Association in 2021, and China Writers Association in 2022.

由江苏省作家协会、作家出版社、文学报社于2024年4月在南京东郊国宾馆举办的庄深著长篇小说《脉》的作品研讨会上，庄深和中作协书记处书记、中作协副主席们，与省作协书记、省作协领导们，与中国文学评论界的灵魂人物丁帆先生及著名的文学评论家们合影留念！

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江苏常州的草根作家庄深自2019年开始学习文学作品以来写下的部分作品。

2部长篇小说，1部40集电视剧剧本，1部诗集及近3000首的诗歌。

谢谢阅读（图片局部来源于网络）🌹🌹🌹🙏🙏🙏🎊🎉🎈

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