我了解我的灵魂 ‍I understand my soul

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我了解我的灵魂

文/庄深



以前我不知道我的灵魂藏在哪里，

我的心是被醋浸泡过的。

我像田野上一棵小草，

在时光的薰陶下长成了一棵大树。

我的根扎在笨重闪耀的旷石里，

在阳光的灿烂中枝叶繁茂地享受着生命的宁静。

我是被溪流反复吟唱的旋律，

在舒展摇曳的荇草里发现自己惬意的样子。

我是石缝中躲闪的鱼儿，

在安逸的生活中瞪大着得意的眼睛。

我知道我来自哪里，

也知道我的灵魂藏在闪闪的眼睛里。

我的脚步心有余悸地踏着心跳的脉律，

在尔虞我诈的世界里回归于平静。

此时我要寻找我的灵魂去了哪里，

我想停止漂泊的日子寻找一个固定的户籍。

阳光将我的身影轻轻地抚摸于大地，

瞬间我捕捉到了我的灵魂就在匍匐的影子里。

走入我的内心能感知大海的蔚蓝，

摄入我的眼睛能看到高山的风景。

心境的荒野已经长满了成熟的仙人掌，

带刺的叶片抗拒着一切外邦的入侵。

我了解我的灵魂布满了尘世的累累伤痕，

它坚硬如石，它柔软似水，如雪，如血。

作于2025年1月22日上午11点



I understand my soul

Author/Zhuang Shen

Before, I didn't know where my soul was hidden,

My heart has been soaked in vinegar.

I am like a small grass in the field,

Under the influence of time, I grew into a big tree.

My roots are rooted in the heavy and shimmering ore,

Enjoying the tranquility of life with lush branches and leaves in the brilliant sunshine.

I am the melody repeatedly sung by the stream,

I found myself at ease in the swaying grass.

I am a fish dodging in a crevice of stone,

With big, proud eyes in comfortable life.

I know where I come from,

I also know that my soul is hidden in sparkling eyes.

My footsteps are still trembling with the rhythm of my heartbeat,

Return to peace in the world of deceit and deception.

At this moment, I need to search for where my soul has gone,

I want to stop wandering and look for a fixed registered residence.

The sunshine gently caresses my figure on the earth,

In an instant, I captured my soul in the creeping shadow.



Walking into my heart, one can perceive the azure of the ocean,

Ingesting into my eyes, one can see the scenery of high mountains.

The wilderness of the mind has been filled with mature cacti,

The thorny leaves resist all foreign invasions.

I understand that my soul is filled with numerous scars of the world,

It is as hard as stone, as soft as water, as snow, and as blood.

庄深，56.6.出生。工业与民用建筑专业（大专），中国政法大学法律在职研究生学历。中国首批国家注册监理工程师。企业董事长，常州市土木学会付理事长。原武进市（区）政协委员。

自2019年开始学习文学创作（出版著作约260余万字）。著有长篇小说《根》、《脉》、电视连续剧剧本《根》、诗集《亲爱的，我们去踏秋》。在各类刊物发表诗歌近百首，自去年以来在中国诗歌网发表诗歌256首（已经写下了2700首诗歌约700万字，待整理出版）。

2020年加入常州市作协，2021年加入江苏省作协，2022年加入中国作协。

Zhuang Shen was born in June 1956. I majored in Industrial and Civil Architecture (associate degree) and obtained a Master's degree in Law from China University of Political Science and Law. The first batch of nationally registered supervising engineers in China. Chairman of the company and Vice Chairman of Changzhou Civil Engineering Society. Former member of the Political Consultative Conference of Wujin City (District).

I have been studying literary creation since 2019 (publishing over 2.6 million words). I have written novels "Gen" and "Mai", TV drama scripts "Gen", and poetry collections "Darling, Let's Go Tread on Autumn". I have published nearly a hundred poems in various publications, and since last year, I have published 256 poems on the China Poetry Network (I have written 2700 poems, about 7 million words, to be sorted and published).

I joined Changzhou Writers Association in 2020, Jiangsu Writers Association in 2021, and China Writers Association in 2022.

由江苏省作家协会、作家出版社、文学报社于2024年4月在南京东郊国宾馆举办的庄深著长篇小说《脉》的作品研讨会上，庄深和中作协书记处书记、中作协副主席们，与省作协书记、省作协领导们，与中国文学评论界的灵魂人物丁帆先生及著名的文学评论家们合影留念！

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江苏常州的草根作家庄深自2019年开始学习文学作品以来写下的部分作品。

2部长篇小说，1部40集电视剧剧本，1部诗集及近3000首的诗歌。

谢谢阅读（图片局部来源于网络）🌹🌹🌹🙏🙏🙏🎊🎉🎈

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