虚幻的世界

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<p class="ql-block"><b style="font-size:22px;">虚幻的世界</b></p><p class="ql-block"><b style="font-size:22px;">文/庄深</b></p><p class="ql-block"><b style="font-size:22px;">水面泛起的波光是真实的,</b></p><p class="ql-block"><b style="font-size:22px;">波光潋滟中晃悠的身影是虚幻的。</b></p><p class="ql-block"><b style="font-size:22px;">酒里的理智带着血色的疯狂,</b></p><p class="ql-block"><b style="font-size:22px;">说出来的话语却是真实的。</b></p><p class="ql-block"><b style="font-size:22px;">我对这个世界的认知怀疑了大半生,</b></p><p class="ql-block"><b style="font-size:22px;">愈发地相信世界是虚幻的。</b></p><p class="ql-block"><b style="font-size:22px;">为什么遐想中的女人是那么的温柔,</b></p><p class="ql-block"><b style="font-size:22px;">现实的生活中却只能看见她冷漠的身影。</b></p><p class="ql-block"><b style="font-size:22px;">我的认知有一些来自母亲的胎教,</b></p><p class="ql-block"><b style="font-size:22px;">另外有一些来自那个灰色的年代。</b></p><p class="ql-block"><b style="font-size:22px;">我的怀疑有一点来自生活中的遗憾,</b></p><p class="ql-block"><b style="font-size:22px;">另外有一点来自灵魂和心灵的感受。</b></p><p class="ql-block"><b style="font-size:22px;">在沉默的墓碑前能忆起死者的音容笑貌,</b></p><p class="ql-block"><b style="font-size:22px;">转身离去后却不会主动地想起。</b></p><p class="ql-block"><b style="font-size:22px;">强烈的光焰只能将黑暗逼退,</b></p><p class="ql-block"><b style="font-size:22px;">笼罩大地的除了黑暗还是黑暗。</b></p><p class="ql-block"><b style="font-size:22px;">眼睛里的湿润用火无法烘干,</b></p><p class="ql-block"><b style="font-size:22px;">血液无法让流血的伤口愈合。</b></p><p class="ql-block"><b style="font-size:22px;">人生的界限逃不脱光影照射的范围,</b></p><p class="ql-block"><b style="font-size:22px;">虚幻的世界中唯美的画面是我们晃荡的身影。</b></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><b style="font-size:22px;">作于2025年1月2日下午12点32分于午睡前</b></p> <p class="ql-block"><b style="font-size:22px;">庄深,56.6.出生。工业与民用建筑专业(大专),中国政法大学法律在职研究生学历。中国首批国家注册监理工程师。企业董事长,常州市土木学会付理事长。原武进市(区)政协委员。</b></p><p class="ql-block"><b style="font-size:22px;">自2019年开始学习文学创作(出版著作约260余万字)。著有长篇小说《根》、《脉》、电视连续剧剧本《根》、诗集《亲爱的,我们去踏秋》。在各类刊物发表诗歌近百首,自去年以来在中国诗歌网发表诗歌256首(已经写下了2700首诗歌约700万字,待整理出版)。</b></p><p class="ql-block"><b style="font-size:22px;">2020年加入常州市作协,2021年加入江苏省作协,2022年加入中国作协。</b></p><p class="ql-block"><b style="font-size:22px;">Zhuang Shen was born in June 1956. I majored in Industrial and Civil Architecture (associate degree) and obtained a Master's degree in Law from China University of Political Science and Law. The first batch of nationally registered supervising engineers in China. Chairman of the company and Vice Chairman of Changzhou Civil Engineering Society. Former member of the Political Consultative Conference of Wujin City (District).</b></p><p class="ql-block"><b style="font-size:22px;">I have been studying literary creation since 2019 (publishing over 2.6 million words). I have written novels "Gen" and "Mai", TV drama scripts "Gen", and poetry collections "Darling, Let's Go Tread on Autumn". I have published nearly a hundred poems in various publications, and since last year, I have published 256 poems on the China Poetry Network (I have written 2700 poems, about 7 million words, to be sorted and published).</b></p><p class="ql-block"><b style="font-size:22px;">I joined Changzhou Writers Association in 2020, Jiangsu Writers Association in 2021, and China Writers Association in 2022.</b></p> <p class="ql-block"><b style="font-size:22px;">江苏常州的草根作家庄深自2019年开始学习文学作品以来写下的部分作品。</b></p> <p class="ql-block"><b style="font-size:22px;">谢谢阅读🌹🌹🌹🙏🙏🙏🎊🎉🎈</b></p><p class="ql-block"><b style="font-size:22px;">Thank you for reading</b></p>