掌上观纹

山石岩

<p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">新年伊始</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">我翻开掌心的旧历</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">查阅一道道挛缩的纹理</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">仿佛听到岁月诉说着光阴</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">光阴在潮湿的心驻足</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">手中船票已经过期</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">我要去的地方</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">连风儿都没去过</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">风在掌中打着漩涡</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">呐喊着没听过的地名</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">慢慢变成了不属于风的祷文</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">祈祷能一帆风顺</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">岁月的刀割开了挛缩</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">挛结又重新索牵着挛痉</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">乱草般的泛滥</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">长出锈色开出拘束的花朵</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">认命吧!我把再生焚烧</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">掬一捧泪流不止</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">人生应该浑浑沌沌</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">噩噩不识不知</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">轻轻抚掌恤纹</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">每个线条的裂开像极了闪忽</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">纠结聚纹成一团烈火</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">痛苦着扭曲着待涅槃重生</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">苦痛已形成惯性</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">内啡肽保持着精神平衡</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">机体克制着兴奋神经</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">观掌赏纹且怜且悯痛并快乐</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">新年的钟声就要敲响</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">时光在岁月里悄悄流淌</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">而生命的怒放不是超越奢望</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">而是梦想的碰撞</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:18px;"> 2024.12.22</span></p>