(散文詩)美麗的絕望

🌸最後一朵荼蘼👩‍🦼佘咪

<p class="ql-block"><b>(1)</b></p><p class="ql-block">‍</p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">‍我凝視著遠方</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">‍還有晨嵐依繞的山坡</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">‍和</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">‍青峰後的一抹胭紅</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">‍在孤獨和初冬冷冷的山風裏</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">‍我撕碎了所有的詩稿</span></p><p class="ql-block">‍</p><p class="ql-block">‍</p> <p class="ql-block"><b>(2)</b></p><p class="ql-block">‍</p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">‍遭受到嫌棄和鄙視的女人</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">‍僵立在一條黝暗而平靜的河畔</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">‍呆望著一輪虛弱無力的明月</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">‍任憑飄流的枯葉划破姣潔的园滿</span></p><p class="ql-block">‍</p><p class="ql-block">‍</p> <p class="ql-block">(3)</p><p class="ql-block">‍</p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">‍子夜時分我離開了R O S E酒吧</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">‍踩著啤酒的泡沫,嘔一地朗姆酒的香甜</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">‍愁緒未消,新怨更疊</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">‍眼前㨪動著無數玫瑰花瓣的碎片</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">‍</span></p><p class="ql-block">‍</p><p class="ql-block">‍</p> <p class="ql-block"><b>(4)</b></p><p class="ql-block">‍</p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">‍深夜,我虛弱無力地走入鬧市的街區</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">‍凝視著C P D繽粉的廚𥦬和閃爍的霓虹</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">‍一塊巨大的視屏,播放著繁榮與侈奢</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">‍看著這一切,還有蘭博基尼的轟吼</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">‍愰若看到無數在恆河上鬧騰的印度貧民</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">‍</span></p> <p class="ql-block"><b>(5)</b></p><p class="ql-block">‍</p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">‍這是我至今想起來仍感恐怖的</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">‍被撞擊億萬次留下的凹坑</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">‍那是冰冷的禍災</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">‍是生存中悲傷的印記</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">‍可妳永遠忠貞地愛你所愛不離不棄</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">‍宇宙中有無數如此美好的暗戀</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">‍呵,嬋娟</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">‍我為妳的愛而哭泣</span></p><p class="ql-block">‍</p><p class="ql-block">‍</p><p class="ql-block">‍</p><p class="ql-block">‍</p><p class="ql-block">‍</p> <p class="ql-block"><b>(6)</b></p><p class="ql-block">‍</p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">‍就像瓦稜中的一顆小草</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">‍靜靜伸著嫰葉,佇立在夕陽下</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">‍等待著夜的降臨,一陣微風拂來</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">‍你就這樣靜靜,這樣窸窣顫抖</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">‍同樣,我的心也被風兒吹綻</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">‍顫抖著一直等他回來</span></p><p class="ql-block">‍</p><p class="ql-block">‍</p><p class="ql-block">‍</p> <p class="ql-block"><b>‍——————————</b></p><p class="ql-block"><b>‍文字:最後一朵荼蘼·佘咪</b></p><p class="ql-block"><b><i>R 0 S A R U B U S</i></b></p><p class="ql-block"><b>‍插圖:拾掇于網絡</b></p>