家是港湾 我遇上小概率了(原创)

戴恩惠

<p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">戴恩惠</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">2024年11月16日</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">家是港湾吗</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">是避风港吗</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">是让打拼者喘息的地方吗</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">大摡率应该是</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">但是</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">我遇到小概率了</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">我回家</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">累死累活回到家里</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">只要是迟归</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">哪怕是几分钟</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">另一半都要用逼人的眼光审视你</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">给你戴绿帽子</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">说你又与谁谁谁风流去了</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">你解释</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">没有用</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">你不回答</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">想喘口气</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">她说你是哑巴</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">逼你到墙角</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">就剩一条路</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">与之斗争</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">谁输谁赢不重要</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">我归家</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">家陡然变成了战场</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">不恶斗还不行</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">全都是胡言乱语的话</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">一场胡说八道的恶斗下来</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">谁也没有赢</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">谁也不可能赢</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">最后就是两败俱伤</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">结果在家里</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">找不到归属感</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">更找不到获得感安全感</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">别说幸福感</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">我回家</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">就是如此这般</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">后来我突然厌恶回家了</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">觉得在单位在职场</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">再苦再累比回家强</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">至少年年是优秀</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">至少都让别人夸</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">而回到家</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">除了莫虚有的绿帽子</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">就是乱云飞渡</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">怎么也无法从容</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">多少次</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">多少回</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">我问自己</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">到底你干什么了</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">可是</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">问来问去</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">我没干什么对不起她的坏事呀</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">我是共产党员</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">是单位的头</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">我是学法律的</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">有底线红线约束</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">有党的纪律管住</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">有党组织看住</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">有千万双眼睛盯着</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">我会干什么呢</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">除了把工作干好</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">用我的口头禅就是</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">老老实实做人</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">扎扎实实做事</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">我的目标是</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">自己优秀</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">单位优秀</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">党中央的大政方针</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">在我这里不打折扣</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">可是</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">在另一半那里</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">你慢回家就是罪过</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">你和谁个女同胞多说两句话</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">就一定是乱搞</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">人生碰到这样的另一半</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">你说怎么搞</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">家还能是港湾吗</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">能是打拼者避风躲雨的地方吗</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">只要你有一点点良知</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">都会感觉到</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">归家就是一种莫大的耻辱</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">归家就是一地的鸡毛蒜皮</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">归家就是无法从容的乱云飞渡</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">归家</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">多少哽咽</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">多少泪眼</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">多少伤痛</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">多少心碎</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">如今老了</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">经过死的洗礼</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">还行的时候</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">想放下从前的恩怨种种</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">重整行装</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">好好过日子</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">过好每一天</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">让今天活精彩</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">可是</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">事与愿违</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">曾经的小不是</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">或者说年轻的不成熟和瑕疵</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">另一半要纠住不放</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">要在夕阳的新征程上</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">绽放吵闹的新篇章</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">可能这就是不吵不闹不夫妻吧</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">可问题是</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">我们现在都是老伴</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">更准确来说</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">都是邻居了</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">这个过去的冤家</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">何苦还要让它兴风作浪</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">让这个所谓的家</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">继续成为恶心的恶斗场呢</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">反正我也没有办法</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">让他去好了</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">兴许恶斗也是一种练功</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">可以让我们宝刀不老</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">人生能有几回搏</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">只要不零落</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">公平正义在我心</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">活乐和乐真活乐</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p>