<p class="ql-block">2024-11-14 08：56</p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block">我怎么如此幸运呢？</p><p class="ql-block">收拾了客厅，重新布局这片空间，静心照顾每个物品！</p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block">我怎么如此幸运呢？</p><p class="ql-block">因为发了朋友圈，有些兴奋，心不静，乘机拿起书，阅读起《青春》！</p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block">我怎么如此幸运呢？</p><p class="ql-block">下午小组备课，调整状态，不强迫自己一定“进入”专心状态，</p><p class="ql-block">收拾桌面，抄写教案，还有试卷能看进去一点是一点。</p><p class="ql-block">不过，很佩服其他几位同仁的状态，的都能够不受影响，这是很好的能力，我也得练习这样的状态！</p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block">也讨论和决定了选修一的方向！</p><p class="ql-block">去之前，自己的状态，有点“惨不忍睹”“不容直视”的self-doubt状态！</p><p class="ql-block">后来，“赵研你也去呗，吃桌，参加喜宴，星期六中午”，有人想让你去，特别开心，</p><p class="ql-block">不过后来，话锋一转，</p><p class="ql-block">我的3天假期时间，去出去旅游转转，</p><p class="ql-block">去哪里？山西？</p><p class="ql-block">邀请谁去？</p><p class="ql-block">“潘园园又不去”，这句话一出，就感觉有点异常了！</p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p> <p class="ql-block">我怎么如此幸运呢？</p><p class="ql-block">晚自习辅导的状态，</p> <p class="ql-block">制作精良</p> <p class="ql-block">青春飞扬</p> <p class="ql-block">晚自习后，雨中回家</p> <p class="ql-block">她的信息，反而让你能够感受她的状态，</p><p class="ql-block">The rain these days is very fitting.</p><p class="ql-block">Although there are the starry sea and vastness in my heart that I cannot reach, the reality is often a mess, a sigh, and a kind of helplessness. There is anger in my heart, but no golden cudgel in my hand.</p><p class="ql-block"> </p><p class="ql-block">Life experience and belief in the heart collide in this sudden rainy night. Life experience tells me that perhaps only by being bad and tough can I protect myself well. But the belief in my heart has always resisted such a change happening to me. After all, our words and deeds will affect the children we are educating, whether they are our own children or others'. We cannot tell children to follow the rules while smashing the wall of the rules with a hammer. There must always be a group of fools in this world who remain unchanged in their original intention even if they are injured. After all, we hope that the society that children enter with anticipation is as they wish.</p>