<h3> Today is September 25th.I was waked up by the garbage truck at about 6 o'clock in the early morning.Then I couldn't fall asleep any longer.I felt very sober.It seemed that everything went as usual.<br> An hour later,my alarm clock rang.I knew it was time for me to call my daughter up.She needs to go to school on time.I said to her:"Darling,it's time to go to school."She told me that I relapsed again last night.She also told me that I frightened her so much.Because she was worried that I would fall down from the bed,so she had hugged me for a long time,which made her have a bad rest.<br> Hearing what she said,I felt very bad,but I knew that I could not let her know what I thought,I tried my best to control my mood.Soon I sent her to school.Then I couldn't help my tears down.I can not accept why I am so unlucky.It's not my fault.I was abandoned by them,but I still need to bear all of the evil consequences……</h3>