<p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;"> </span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;"> 三十六年前秋天，我避离城市喧嚣，独自去了一个遥远的乡村。本想在那里寻找世外桃源。却找到一个真实的故事。一位命运多舛且意志坚强的女子。她是我失散多年的血缘姐姐。1944年，一个13岁的女孩儿被人赎子拐卖。她，历经种种艰难曲折，流落它乡十余年，顽强地活下来，几经辗转终于回到家乡。她的名字叫阿囡……</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;"></span></p> <p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;"></span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">《阿囡》叙事诗 作者/小穩</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">临行前 梦见观音 千手千眼</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">醒来时 月影婆娑 星光璀璨</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">踏上呼啸的列车奔向远方河畔</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">那里有我失散多年的姐姐阿囡</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">一路上 田园风光跃入双眼</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">一路上 想象着姐妹的相见</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">一路上浮现老父亲临终前牵挂</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">一路上将宁静的世外桃源企盼</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">我至亲的姐姐名叫阿囡</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">她13岁时被人贩子拐骗</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">可怜弱小的她断离了亲情</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">被邪恶无良卖进野岭荒山</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">阿囡几番哭着喊着追赶红太阳</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">认准太阳升起的地方就是家园</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">饥寒交迫迷失方向昏厥在山巅</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">凶猛的野狼群围着阿囡打转转</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">年轻猎手救了女孩性命</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">将阿囡带进栖身的石檐</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">猎手遭遇不幸跌进山谷</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">冰冷石屋倾刻天塌地陷</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">阿囡洒泪继续上路</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">风雨无阻一往无前</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">用心数着日月星辰</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">将家乡的泉水思念</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">就在一个肮脏的鬼蜮客栈 </span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">就在一个黑沉沉暴雨夜晚</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">男扮女装恶棍将少女摧残</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">魔鬼将阿囡推下无底深渊</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">苦命的阿囡没有死 </span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">她挂在一棵老树上</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">满腔悲愤斩断尘缘</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">一支木鱼孤灯陪伴</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">五年光阴终是难以入眠 </span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">师傅将阿囡送出清水庵</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">无论如何要去寻找太阳！</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">执意要返回美丽的家园！</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">她与一个憨厚男人结了伴</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">在采石工窝棚里洗洗涮涮</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">苦度那时光荏苒似水流年 </span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">无数次梦里回到爹娘跟前</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">阿囡的心始终没有死 </span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">她立于山顶素面朝天</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">向广垠苍穹发出悲哀呼唤</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">我要回家！见到亲人的面！</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">时代变迁 乌云驱散 </span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">解救的人 来到深山</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">问她想不想回到故土？</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">问她今后有怎样打算？</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">阿囡望着采石人犹豫再三</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">善良忠厚的男人对阿囡说 </span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">要去要留随你心愿</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">俺决不能把你阻拦！</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">重返故里的阿囡啊</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">举目无亲破衣烂衫</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">咬牙点燃一把香火</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">做了巫婆嫁了神汉</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">她耕种 她纺织</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">她挑水 她挑担</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">在破旧老磨房里</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">一转就是十几年</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">疾风暴雨巨浪翻卷</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">她被打得遍体鳞伤</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">嚎哭叫喊诅咒老天</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">蓬头垢面疯疯癫癫</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;"></span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">阿囡转身做了牧羊女</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">咬紧牙关甩动起皮鞭</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">嘴里嚼一把苦腥草根</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">跌跌撞撞将娘亲呼唤</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;"></span></p> <p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;"></span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">我终于见到了阿囡</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">白发苍苍枯枝老干</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">牙齿脱落嘴巴凹陷 </span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">蜷曲脊背包裹晦暗</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">这是怎样一副容颜？</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">令人战栗不忍再看</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">我一阵呜咽一阵心酸</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">禁不住两行泪水潸然</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">阿囡的嘴角挂着怪异</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">目光冷漠 表情呆板</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">这就是我的亲姐姐吗？</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">她经历多少撕心裂胆？</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">夜晚 阿囡将我带到一座坟前</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">闪动凄怆的眼睛站在我的身边</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">这里葬着阿囡的亲娘一堆白骨</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">这里掩埋一位孤苦零丁的女人</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">对丈夫和女儿朝朝暮暮期盼！</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">一声鹤唳凄凉掠过深潭</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">阵阵冷风刺骨阴翳盘旋</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">孤魂野鬼老树羁绊纠缠 </span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">此刻我与死神倒影撞见</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">两姐妹相距是这样近</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">两颗心又是那么遥远</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">陌生沉默 寒噬震颤</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">两个女人 相觑无言</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">不知道过了多长时间？ </span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">阿囡 发出一声嘘叹 </span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">妹妹你什么时候走啊？</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">我好好为你做一顿饭</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">我听罢 心潮起伏波澜</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">我听罢 不禁泪水滿面</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">望着那不大的坟头发呆</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">怎样能抚平姐姐的苦难？</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">天边晚霞泛起涟漪的傍晚</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">阿囡杀鸡宰鹅做美味大餐</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">门前繁茂梧桐叶笑盈了脸</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">一抹欢乐的余辉溜进门坎</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">阿囡忙碌在冒烟的灶台前</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">瘦小身躯被映得彤红耀眼</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">饭吃了一半 酒喝了一盏</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">我应该跟阿囡说些什么呢？</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">姐姐你还将巫婆角色扮演？</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">呸！阿囡狠狠啐一口唾沫 </span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">摆手说那行当是害人行骗</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">我早就改邪归正洗手不干</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">我说 姐姐你跟我走吧 </span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">我会好好待你安度晚年</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">她晃动一头稀疏的银发 </span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">我哪也不去就埋在乡田</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">我问姐姐 你恨不恨父亲？</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">她抿了一口浓烈老酒 说 </span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">不恨 自己的命运自己担！ </span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">战争年月使我们父女离散</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">我问姐姐你恨不恨我呢？</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">她将眼睛翻瞪噗地笑了 </span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">我作梦也没想到老天爷</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">送来一个亲妹妹像天仙！</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">我鼓足了勇气继续问</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">姐姐你有没有想到死？</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">你受了那么多的磨难 </span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">为什么还能活到今天？</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">她听了前仰后合大笑 </span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">忍不住喷出了白米饭</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">傻妹妹哟 傻妹妹呀</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">我死了姐妹还能相见？</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">阿囡拍着双腿哈哈笑</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">心滿意足像吃蜜果甜</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">她笑得衣衫瑟瑟发抖</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">她笑得白发巍巍颤颤</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">那高亢尖锐凄厉的笑声</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">着实令我惊愕心痛不安</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">她啪地一口吹灭了油灯</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">死一般沉寂淹没了黑暗</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">突然 干涩的眼眶里喷涌清泉</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">不可遏止的恸哭撞击我的心弦</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">幽深的小村庄在阿囡的悲哀中</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">泪崩……震荡……摇撼……</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;"></span></p> <p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">△涅槃图腾</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p> <p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">↑《涅槃重生》视频制作/小穩</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;"><span class="ql-cursor"></span></span></p> <p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;"></span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">△文字／编辑／视频制作/小穩</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">△背景音乐：【苦菜花】</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">△图片来源：网络，诚谢！</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">△谢拒美友花钱送花、打赏。</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">△未经作者本人同意，此文不</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;"> 能转载。</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span 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