<p class="ql-block"><b style="font-size:20px;">《为自己加油》</b></p><p class="ql-block"><b style="font-size:20px;"> 我应该时刻给自己加油，赞美自己。虽然我今年76岁了，但是我过上了此生最好的日子。于国于家我都尽完了应尽的义务。我不用再为任何人负责，不用再伺候任何人，也不用看任何人的眼色。近乎无欲无求,近乎万事不求人,我获得了人生最大的自由。</b></p><p class="ql-block"><b style="font-size:20px;">1,我有了优渥的物质条件,舒适的房子,积蓄和稳定的收入。</b></p><p class="ql-block"><b style="font-size:20px;">2,我有比同龄人好得多的身体,可以独立的生活,做自己想做的事情。</b></p><p class="ql-block"><b style="font-size:20px;">3,我有能优雅生活的欲望和能力，比如写作，绘画，学英语，旅游,音乐和锻炼都能给我乐趣。</b></p><p class="ql-block"><b style="font-size:20px;">4,我为自己营造了一个温暖的环境。社区、学校的离退处和我的同学朋友们都会在我遇到困难时候帮一把。</b></p><p class="ql-block"><b style="font-size:20px;">5,我有最结实的依傍：实现了财务自由的有孝心的儿子。</b></p><p class="ql-block"><b style="font-size:20px;">6,经历的磨难和受过的教育给了我最重要的东西:坚强的意志,强大的内心和优雅生活的本钱。</b></p><p class="ql-block"><b style="font-size:20px;">7,我不惧怕死亡,对这个世界也没有什么牵挂。只是希望我的死亡过程不要太痛苦和漫长。</b></p><p class="ql-block"><b style="font-size:20px;"> 也许在犯了忘关煤气,烧糊了饭菜，买错东西丢东西等生活中的低级错误时我会情绪低落。也许一个人过年过节时我会心情恶劣。也许一个人躺在医院病床上时还会伤心落泪……那是因为我与病魔共舞时舞技不佳,与孤独作伴时矫情小资,没有真正与自己和解。</b></p><p class="ql-block"><b style="font-size:20px;"> 红颜辞镜花辞树,生老病死一轮回。谁也跑不赢岁月,但是我已跑过了很多的身边人。这就够了。我已拥有了76年的人生。余下的日子和余下的路一眼能望到头,我会按自己的意愿把日子打理好。</b></p> <p class="ql-block">用此文和与我有同样境遇的老年人共勉。</p> <p class="ql-block"> 《Cheer for yourself》</p><p class="ql-block"> I should always cheer myself up and praise myself. Although I am 76 years old this year, I have lived the best life of my life. I have done my duty to my country and my family. I don't have to be responsible for anyone, I don't have to serve anyone, and I don't have to look at anyone's eyes. Almost without desire, almost without asking for anything, I have gained the greatest freedom in my life. I have good material conditions, a big house, savings and a fixed income. </p><p class="ql-block"> 2,I have a much better body than my peers, and I can live independently and do what I want to do. I have the desire and ability to live gracefully, such as writing, drawing, learning English, traveling, singing and exercising.</p><p class="ql-block"> 4. I created an environment for myself to get help and warmth. 5. I have the strongest support: a filial son who has achieved financial freedom. The hardships and education I have experienced have given me the most important thing: a strong will.A strong heart and the capital of an elegant life. I am not afraid of death, nor do I care about the world. I just hope that my death process is not too painful and long. Maybe I will be depressed when I make the low-level mistakes in life, such as forgetting to turn off the gas, burning the food, buying the wrong things and losing things. Maybe I will be in a bad mood when I am alone during the Spring Festival. Maybe a person will cry when he is lying in a hospital bed. That's because I'm not good at dancing with the disease, and I'm not really reconciled with myself when I'm in the company of loneliness. Beauty says in the mirror, flowers say in the tree, birth, old age, illness and death are reincarnated.No one can run through the years, but I have run through a lot of people around me. That's enough. I've had 76 years of life. The rest of the days and the rest of the road can be seen at a glance, and I will take care of it according to my own wishes.</p> <p class="ql-block">山水怡情。自己拍的小电影.</p>