爱,也是伤害——踏雪感怀

冰石

<p class="ql-block ql-indent-1"><br></p><p class="ql-block ql-indent-1">在你没有丝毫踪迹的</p><p class="ql-block ql-indent-1">身躯上走过</p><p class="ql-block ql-indent-1">嘎吱、嘎吱</p><p class="ql-block ql-indent-1">总感觉是一种霸气</p><p class="ql-block ql-indent-1">是一种豪迈</p><p class="ql-block ql-indent-1"><br></p><p class="ql-block ql-indent-1">踏着你</p><p class="ql-block ql-indent-1">撕破黎明的朦胧</p><p class="ql-block ql-indent-1">走向银装素裹的旷野</p><p class="ql-block ql-indent-1">远离喧嚣的红尘</p><p class="ql-block ql-indent-1">踏着你</p><p class="ql-block ql-indent-1">走进曲径通幽的宁静</p><p class="ql-block ql-indent-1">远离世俗的纷争</p><p class="ql-block ql-indent-1">总感觉是一种享受</p><p class="ql-block ql-indent-1">是一种淡定</p><p class="ql-block ql-indent-1"><br></p><p class="ql-block ql-indent-1">其实,踏着你行走,</p><p class="ql-block ql-indent-1">最本质的是对你的爱慕</p><p class="ql-block ql-indent-1">对你的依恋</p><p class="ql-block ql-indent-1">对你的钟情</p><p class="ql-block ql-indent-1"><br></p><p class="ql-block ql-indent-1">每每踏着你</p><p class="ql-block ql-indent-1">总有一种</p><p class="ql-block ql-indent-1">想得到而得到的满足</p><p class="ql-block ql-indent-1">想释放而释放的愉悦</p><p class="ql-block ql-indent-1"><br></p><p class="ql-block ql-indent-1">然而,回过头来</p><p class="ql-block ql-indent-1">目睹你的冰肌玉肤</p><p class="ql-block ql-indent-1">被我践踏得疤痕累累</p><p class="ql-block ql-indent-1">你的妩媚素颜</p><p class="ql-block ql-indent-1">被我撕扯得支离破碎</p><p class="ql-block ql-indent-1">心里又是一种伤感和羞愧</p><p class="ql-block ql-indent-1"><br></p><p class="ql-block ql-indent-1">原来,我的霸气</p><p class="ql-block ql-indent-1">我的豪迈</p><p class="ql-block ql-indent-1">是你负重的支撑</p><p class="ql-block ql-indent-1">我的享受</p><p class="ql-block ql-indent-1">我的淡定</p><p class="ql-block ql-indent-1">是你忍辱的疼痛</p><p class="ql-block ql-indent-1">嘎吱、嘎吱</p><p class="ql-block ql-indent-1">是你痛苦的呻吟</p><p class="ql-block ql-indent-1"><br></p><p class="ql-block ql-indent-1">渴慕你,占有你</p><p class="ql-block ql-indent-1">是舍不得放不下的爱</p><p class="ql-block ql-indent-1">殊不知</p><p class="ql-block ql-indent-1">爱,也是伤害</p>