怀念已故去十年的母亲。

董一平

<p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">怀念已故去十年的母亲</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">妈妈在世时</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">每到她生日那天</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">做儿子的我总会为她</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">送上一块祝福蛋糕</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">年年祝福却没有给她</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">带来长寿</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">2013年母亲在与病魔抗争了</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">三个月后还是走了</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">她的生命永远定格</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">在了七十九周岁</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">放在当下不算老</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">可黄泉路上无老少啊</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">人类有时在疾病面前</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">却显得很无助</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">我向医生求问</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">有什么特效药</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">能让我的母亲起死回生</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">医生摇了摇头后说</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">生命已进入倒计时</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">我们已经尽了全力</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">挽救病人的生命是</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">我们做医生的天职</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">可医生不是万能的神主</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">世上若真有人们</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">祈愿中的灵丹妙药</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">长命百岁便不再遥</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">都说人的命天注定</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">可在有些疾病面前</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">人类却显得束手无策</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">延缓生命</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">靠透析</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">靠输血</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">靠营养液</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">靠白蛋白</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">最后还是无力回天</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">撒手人寰</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">生的希望在现实面前</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">被彻底浇灭</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">妈妈在最后的日子里</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">在病床上用尽最后的力气</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">用她那微弱的声音</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">对我呼喊——救救我</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">做儿子的我却无能为力</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">背过脸只有哭泣</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">我何尝不想挽救</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">母亲的生命</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">我何尝不想奇迹</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">在母亲身上发生</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">可是</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">可是</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">最后的结局却让我痛不欲生</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">母亲说完这句话后</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">便再也没有醒来</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">我把母亲紧紧地</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">抱在怀里痛哭</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">临床的病人说</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">哭吧</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">哭出来是爱的释放</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">妈妈走的那天晚上</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">外面突然雷声大作</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">顷刻间暴雨急泄而下</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">有病人说这是老天在催人走啊</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">在催人快些步入天堂</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">而我的泪水却任由这暴雨冲刷</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">雷鸣电闪难掩我心头的悲伤</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">回想起妈妈在世时</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">曾对我的呵护</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">曾对我的教养</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">一件件</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">一桩桩</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">仍历历在目</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">让我难以释怀</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">就像是心头闭上了一扇天窗</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">妈妈是一位坚强的母亲</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">唐山大地震曾瞬间夺走了</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">母亲挚爱的七口亲人</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">可母亲却从痛苦的</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">阴霾中走了出来</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">自从母亲于一九四八年</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">参加革命工作以来从没有</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">在任何困难面前低过头</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">可在病魔面前却无法挣脱</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">妈妈临走的那一刻</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">我想了许多</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">想到了妈妈曾给我</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">做的可口饭菜</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">想到了妈妈曾给我</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">织过的毛衣和买过的衣装</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">想到了参军前</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">妈妈的叮嘱</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">想到了妈妈曾带着</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">她的孙女外出周游</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">想着想着便潸然泪下</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">人总会有这一天</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">但我希望这一天</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">来得慢些迟些</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">我希望能够无痛苦地走完一生</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">我不希望在绝望的痛苦中挣扎</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">在煎熬中延续着生命</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">母亲走了</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">她已离开我十年</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">十年间每每想起母亲</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">总有一种天然的情愫无法割舍</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">母亲在天堂祝福我</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">她希望我幸福</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">她希望健康平安</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">她希望我勤俭不奢</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">她希望我天天快乐生活</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">母亲生前对家庭的无私奉献</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">她的人格魅力却永驻我心间</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">胜过财富五车</span></p>