<p class="ql-block">中国先锋艺术论坛。作者：elford。</p> <p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><b style="font-size: 18px;">苦闷的时候</b></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size: 15px;">至此，你热衷在口袋里装满合适的石子</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size: 15px;">石头没有痛苦</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size: 15px;">却让你忘记街道是一只蝴蝶</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size: 15px;">已听天由命。下午二点，连续性</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size: 15px;">断裂</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size: 15px;">蝴蝶还能单身多久?</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size: 15px;">有时候，痛苦像一只泄了气的皮球</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size: 15px;">决定所有可能性。湛蓝像潮水从广场流过</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size: 15px;">美丽的女人</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size: 15px;">她们的好奇心和爱探究的毛病</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size: 15px;">太过烦人</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size: 15px;"> 太有攻击性</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size: 15px;">当你被教师赶出教室</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size: 15px;">却没有生气，因为</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size: 15px;">冬天，大地已吸饱水分</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size: 15px;">它的表面开始干燥、开裂，覆盖着雪</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size: 15px;">像你骚动的梦</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size: 15px;"> 而空气弥漫严寒和煤烟的气味</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size: 15px;">姑娘们穿上节庆的布衣服</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size: 15px;">奔跑在空洞、泥泞、肮脏的大路上，天空干硬的颜色</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size: 15px;">慢慢从湖畔渗透过来</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size: 15px;">她们迈着活力十足的步伐</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size: 15px;">像通过一场外国考试</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size: 15px;">你的脸失去光泽。是的，你经历了太多冗长的坏天气</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size: 15px;">云雾像泥浆一样聚集</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size: 15px;"> 让你拥有一个沉重的象征</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size: 15px;"> 你想象自己作为木偶</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size: 15px;">脸是贝壳，在碎裂</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size: 15px;">你穿着软不拉叽的旧靴子，再没有什么更好的假设</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size: 15px;">令你激动不已</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><b style="font-size: 18px;">WHEN YOU’RE DEPRESSED</b></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size: 15px;">From then on you’re keen to fill the right stones in your pocket</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size: 15px;">but the stones have no pain</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size: 15px;">make you forget that the street is a butterfly</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size: 15px;">resigned itself to fate. At 2 pm, continuity</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size: 15px;">broken</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size: 15px;">how long can the butterfly be single?</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size: 15px;">Sometimes, the pain is like a pricked balloon</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size: 15px;">deciding all that is possible. Blue like a tide flowing through the square</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size: 15px;">but some charming ladies</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size: 15px;">their curiosity and questioning</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size: 15px;">too annoying</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size: 15px;">and aggressive</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size: 15px;">When you are driven out of the classroom by a teacher</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size: 15px;">not angry, because</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size: 15px;">the earth has absorbed the full of water in winter</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size: 15px;">its surface, beginning to dry and crack, covered with snow</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size: 15px;">like your tumultuous dreams</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size: 15px;">and the air smelled of bitter cold and smoke</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size: 15px;">girls wore their festive clothes</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size: 15px;">running on the hollow, muddy, dirty road, the dry hard color of the sky</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size: 15px;">slowly penetrated from the lake</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size: 15px;">they strode with vigor and energy</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size: 15px;">like passing a foreign exam</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size: 15px;"></span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size: 15px;">Your face loses luster. Yes, you’ve been through too much lengthy bad weather</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size: 15px;">Clouds gathered like mud</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size: 15px;">leaving you with a heavy symbol</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size: 15px;">you imagined yourself as a puppet</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size: 15px;">your face is seashell in shreds</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size: 15px;">you wore squishy old boots, nothing better to assume</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size: 15px;">excited you</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p>