<p class="ql-block">（你好，我叫芳妮，是一名在职英语老师，热爱演讲和写作，这是我第19篇英语日记，接下来2天的英语日记，希望你能喜欢～）</p> <p class="ql-block">No life is easy, especially the one of a middle-aged person.</p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block">In the morning I got a phone call from my mom. She told me that my dad got the severe varicosity again and he didn't think he should pay attention to his diet, eating less salty or spicy food. I am worried, fearing that one day he will lose his legs and can only lie down on the bed quarrelling with others. I don't want it to happen on him and on the family too.</p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block">In the evening, my kids got the fever again. Actually in the previous night we didn't sleep, helping cooling down her body all the time. She was much better in the daytime, so I thought maybe tomorrow she would recover. I felt comforted when she had some medicine and wanted to sleep. When I was taking the shower, she vomited and felt bad. I was worried about her.</p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block">It is not easy to live well in the modern society, with so much pressure and so many troubles. For a person who has parents and kids, the life is especially hard. Not only do they struggle to make both ends meet, they also need to take care of the parents, kids or even grandparents. They need to work hard to get more money to support the family and also to spare more time to take care of them. They want to be better and better in work and even they want to contribute to the society as much as possible.</p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block">When thinking all of these, I really feel the tension of living. I hope that I were younger when I had nothing to worry about and only the hope for a bright future. I also wish that I could be older when I have already accumulated enough wealth to enjoy the life.</p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block">But unluckily, I am living in the moment now, with the pressure from the society and the work and worries from the parents and kids. </p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block">But worries could do nothing to help making the life better. I feel grateful to those worries because now I have my parents and a lovely kid. They bring me so much joy and happiness. Even though my parents and I don't live in the same city, I always know that they love me and they care for me. Sometimes I am annoyed or agitated by my kid, but most of the time I feel thankful that she is so cute and cares for me even at 4.</p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block">Life is never easy. Being a middle-aged person means having more pressure and responsibility. At the same time, they enjoy more from life. It's like giving and taking are two inseparable parts of a thing. So just think about the good side of the life, and you will be happier and luckier.</p>