敬畏人缝中的窥见,致那些病室里的生命弥留

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<p class="ql-block" style="text-align:right;"><br></p><p class="ql-block" style="text-align:right;"><span style="font-size:20px;">组诗/繁桦原创</span></p><p class="ql-block" style="text-align:right;"><span style="font-size:20px;">插图/致谢师友</span></p><p class="ql-block" style="text-align:right;"><span style="font-size:20px;"></span></p> <p class="ql-block"><b style="font-size:20px;">题录</b></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">—————————————</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">◇血常规,引少年无归</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">◇血氧,那纸片汉子已无力再养</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">◇妈妈,请带我回家</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">◇倾听,片段</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;"></span></p> <p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><b style="font-size:20px;"><血常规,引少年无归></b></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">背道而驰,</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">夏至也暖不回渐冷的生命。</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">正午。太阳往最高走时,</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">你的血常规硬往最低走。</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">一个倒栽葱,全项全线出轨。</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">刚性箭头齐发,</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">哪谙人事医事?</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">只管穿透你灵肉,奔向断崖。</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;"></span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">今日白昼足够长,足够它</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">一路接踵向下,</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">一路埋头落红,</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">一路疯狂杀青,</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">一路白旗断后。</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;"></span></p> <p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><b style="font-size:20px;"><血氧,那纸片汉子无力再养></b></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">呼吸机呼呼地,来鼎力相助</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">血氧时而紧抱呼吸机</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">血氧时而又拼命挣脱呼吸机</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">死神没我们想象得那么恶煞</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">他一直向上托举你,呼喊你</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">……</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">凌晨。总有流星碎骸划破昏茫</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">也划破窗玻璃的眼睛。那刺心</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">多像你老母亲阵阵小声啜泣</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">她拢住自己满怀碎肝肠</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">生怕惊扰了另一众白血人的睡梦</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">那侧听,那呓语,那期冀又迷茫</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">那奢侈无量又捉襟见肘的前方……</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;"></span></p> <p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><b style="font-size:20px;"><妈妈,请带女儿回家></b></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">妈妈,别怪我昨天大声吼您。</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">妈妈,别怪我未孝您至百年。</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">妈妈,別怪我要回小花棉袄。</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">妈妈,别怪我飘逝你的眼前。</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">妈妈,我要听您大声哭出来。</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">妈妈,天使也难免痕消人间。</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">妈妈,别救了,别救了,</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">妈妈,千山万水,请月亮追光……</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">请120插氧……请带我……回……</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">贵州家乡……</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;"></span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;"></span></p> <p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><b style="font-size:20px;">< 倾听,片断 ></b></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">黎明与鱼白与事实摆下一地盛宴</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">道别,碎杯希声……</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">火夏长驱,明日黄花入塚</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">敬挽,摩崖希声……</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">万物之根,紧攥万物之托</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">前行,探索希声……</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">谁不是背负期冀渐行渐远?</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">拂袖四顾间,你的客串已失联。</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;"></span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;"><span class="ql-cursor"></span></span></p>