一生无法释怀的疑问

马俊

<p class="ql-block"><span style="color:rgb(176, 79, 187);">文 字:马 俊</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="color:rgb(176, 79, 187);">图 片:网 络</span></p> <p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(1, 1, 1);">来不及感叹</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(1, 1, 1);">世事无常</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(1, 1, 1);">匆匆地</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(1, 1, 1);">我们就老了</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(1, 1, 1);">风霜刻在脸上</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(1, 1, 1);">沧桑记在心里</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(1, 1, 1);">梦还在远方</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(1, 1, 1);">担子还在肩上</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(1, 1, 1);">回首来路</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(1, 1, 1);">竟不敢相信</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px; color:rgb(1, 1, 1);">自己就是</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="color:rgb(1, 1, 1); font-size:22px;">那个踌躇满志的少年</span></p> <p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">曾经深信 </span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">天是蓝的</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">阳光是普照的</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">爱情是无价的</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">成功是没有捷径的</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">这些人生信条</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">都是代代相传的</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">镀着五千年信仰的光辉</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">是谁?</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">把我心中的金字塔</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">偷换成多米诺骨牌</span></p> <p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">曾经读了</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">很多先贤的书</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">发誓 追随他们的脚步</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">去寻找精神的家园</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">耐心地</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">积攒汗水和泪滴</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">浇灌心灵的桃花</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">愿用一生的跋涉</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">寻觅</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">面朝大海</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">春暖花开</span></p> <p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">从不曾想过</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">传承了千年的金字塔</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">也会坍塌</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">更不曾想到</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">这个历史时刻的见证</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">包括了我</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">总觉得有些梦幻</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">有些想不明白</span></p> <p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">从小就接过了</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">责任感和使命感</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">不管是不是我想要的</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">只要你给</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">我就扛在肩上</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">风雨淋湿了行囊</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">不断添加生命的重量</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">犹豫过 彷徨过 迷茫过</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">脚步从未停下</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">从意气风发</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">到老眼昏花</span></p> <p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">生命到了秋天</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">说好的幸福感</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">满足感 收获感</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">都去了哪里?</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">只剩下欺骗感</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">没有欺骗我</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">满满地充斥了我的心间</span></p> <p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">那从胎教就开始的</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">谆谆教诲</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">无数人信奉的真理</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">你不是千年的祈盼吗?</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">你不是热血铸就的吗?</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">你的承载</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">不该是比天高 比地厚的吗?</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">你的坍塌</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">不该是惊天地 涕鬼神的吗?</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">哪怕 来一场</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">悲壮惨烈的奔赴</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">我都不会</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">将多年的认同放手</span></p> <p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">你怎可坍塌得这般轻率潦草</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">淡定从容</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">像鸟的羽毛飘然坠地</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">不惹一丝尘埃</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">像夏日的泡沫悄然破碎</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">不发一丝声响</span></p> <p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">这一场无声无息的肉搏</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">我没有看到敌人</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">你究竟是输给了谁?</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">资本 人心</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">抑或是文化入侵</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">这是我</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">终其一生</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">也不能释怀的</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">一个疑问</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">.</span></p>