清明又清明

叶丽华

怀念父亲    叶丽华 <p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">《2022清明·念想》</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">春寒料峭,乍暖忽寒,</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">瘦柳鹅黄的穗子纤细地摇曳在风头。</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">这一季​,晴雨无常、</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">人间世事,也难料无常…</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">亦或是意外又或是注定,</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">生命的无常从不容与谁商量。</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">“3.21”东航MU5735突发的空难,</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">谁能预知?</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">最终离别,终归是伤心。</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">伤心之痛天下应是一样。</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;"></span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">慰籍创口,唯寄清明。</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">春风化雨,思怀绵绵,</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">今值清明,</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">却止步于卷土重来的疫情之前。</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">无奈于山外,</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">此时哀思悲情,天下也应是一样。</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">张望含笑陵园方向,</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">远思遥寄,</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">不问祭拜何处,</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">不问父魂仙乡何方,</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">恩父音容依旧清晰宛在,</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">慈影永驻心中,</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">此念得存,聊慰哀伤!</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;"> 💐深切悼念先父 ! </span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;"> 女儿叶丽华</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;"> 于2022.04.03清明上已节✍</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">​</span></p> 【附】经年哀思 <p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">💐🌻💐🌻💐🌻💐🌻💐🌻💐🌻💐🌻</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">《又值清明·2021》</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">缠绵悱恻的细雨总能把思念催发。</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">白的菊,黄的花,</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">青烟袅袅,</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">晃得人泪眼婆娑。</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">清明时节,</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">幻影如昨,</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">感觉,</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">老父亲在隔世的那头遥望人间亲人这方…</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">喉头哽咽,</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">对碑敬上香烟、椰子糖,</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">我想说:</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">爸,我难过,</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">梦里见面您不说话,</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">回家找您,再没有您熟悉的影,</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">这悲楚跟谁言说?</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">因为在身边的亲人悲伤不比我轻。</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">今天过节,</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">这憋了一年的心声方一吐为快!</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">我愿您人间所喜爱,</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">地府福地倍增绵延!</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">还愿后辈所愿望,</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">您护佑福泽深长!</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;"> 深切怀念父亲叶公名讳修其</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;"> 于 2021.04.02清明✍</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;"> 💐 🌻 💐 🌻 💐 🌻 💐🌻💐🌻💐🌻</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">《这一季清明·2020》</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">思念的季节,</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">寒雨霏霏,</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">伤感被淋得泪眼模糊;</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">清明的时候,</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">疫情沉沉,</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">新冠疫灾禁锢了祭奠的脚步。</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">问苍天可否?</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">借杏花村的酒远,</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">消息泉下恩亲:</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">这一季花开和往年一样,绯红;</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">这一季清明却与往不同,灾重! </span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">这一季思念不能对碑焚拜,心痛! </span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;"> 女儿悲痛哀悼父亲 </span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;"> 于 2020.4.3清明前夕✍</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">💐🌻💐🌻💐🌻💐🌻💐🌻💐🌻💐🌻</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">【附父亲病重悲文·2019】</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;"> 《割心》</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">人生的苦就是感情的苦,</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">人生的痛就是情感的痛。</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">最悲莫过于无能为力,</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">无奈地接受曾经是天是地的父母身体会日渐衰老,</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">无奈地接受曾经是铁是钢的父亲被病痛折磨缠身!</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">这是怎样的一种苦楚?</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">心如刀割</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">心似油烹</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">心被蝎噬</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">心受箭穿</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">……</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">还得必须坚强,</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">接受病魔摧毁亲人!</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">我可怜的父啊我亲爱的爸爸</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">我不敢面对</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">我真的难以招架您受的苦痛</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">菩萨保佑父啊,日日平安、夜夜安枕</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">大慈大悲的神啊!</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">请多些怜悯、多些怜惜、多些怜爱、多些怜怀、大放善心</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">你赐予人类情感</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">就不要折磨人类的感情</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">如果泪水能洗刷一切苦痛,</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">那就让我的世界痛恸泣吧</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">2019.02.11 02:03</span></p> <p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">《清明思父•2019》</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">又到人间四月天,清明时节雨潸然。</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">春风虽绿江南岸,思念却红泪眼圈。</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">草木繁华新似锦,家居平淡旧如前。</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;">堂前燕子频频顾,宅院难寻慈父颜。</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;"> 悲痛哀悼父亲</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:22px;"> 于2019.04.05清明✍</span></p>