<p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">这一年，实在难，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">住了两回院。</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;"></span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">针刺、射线，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">插管、拔管，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">痛苦的哀嚎</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">浑身的肌肉在痉挛。</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">当我，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">拼尽最后之力喊出:</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">大夫，我不能呼吸！</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">随后，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">是信步天堂的怡然。</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">时光隧道里，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">阳光是如此明媚，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">鲜花簇拥，绿意盎然，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">醒来才知道，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">这竟是濒死的体验！</span></p> <p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">荧屏闪烁，数字跳跃，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">滴滴作响，曲线攀援，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">上亿元的医学装备，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">我用生命逐台体验。</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">高能粒子穿过肉体，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">一条条划过的，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">是精密会聚的射线，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">它把我化成无数个0和1，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">让CPU调色、滚转，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">又象切萝卜一样，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">把我贴上胶片。</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">细胞，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">在这里挣扎和死去，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">血液里，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">流淌着怪异的分子团，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">我成了名符其实的“化学人”，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">治病，几乎成了实验。</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">不就是一个肾结石吗？</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">为什么要，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">无休止的探究和发现？</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">在现代医学的推理下，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">每个人，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">都好像来日不多，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">在高精设备的洞悉下，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">我们的躯体纤毫毕现！</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">那时瘦成一条狗，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">体能，在急剧衰减，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">走路，双腿打颤，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">叠个被，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">眼前都金灯乱转。</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">我那强健的体魄呢？</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">我那如风的健步呢？</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">医院，我对你爱恨交织，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">过度检查和医疗，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">是不是与经济效益相连？</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">还好，现在我已恢复，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">感谢父母对我基因的遗传！</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">如狼似虎般的吃和补，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">还有对病魔的蔑视，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">以及对事业和生活的信念！</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">这一年，实在难，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">老婆子住了六回院。</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">病房成了第二个家，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">行车轨迹是两点一线。</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">高危警示 ，命若累卵，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">办法用尽 ，生死瞬间。</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">转科，会诊，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">进京，拜仙，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">中西土洋神法用尽，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">这是一场生命的拉锯战。</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;"></span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">后来，再后来，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">她重回灶台前。</span></p> <p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">这一年，实在难，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">新冠起伏，裹足不前</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">百业凋敝，步履维艰</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">左冲右突，险中取胜</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">绿码红码，大有风险！</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">晴雨交错的时空中，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">我们远征长春，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">抛家，才能不舍业，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">假日的欢乐无从实现。</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">还记得，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">空荡荡的车间里，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">激光，是我们手中的魔棒</span>，</p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">更忘不了</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">喝酒解乏的小酒馆！</span></p> <p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">我累了，真的很累，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">我老了，已经不是当年。</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">当初的豪情虽然还在涌动，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">却难免，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">脚下的步履蹒跚。</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">趴下吗？不，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">绝不懈怠！</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">因为，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">人生不能苟活，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">因为，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">我还心劲十足，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">因为，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">我的体能尚且能战。</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;"></span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">我还有未竟目标，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">我的项目，我的专利，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">我的规划，我的前瞻，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">一步步，都要兑现！</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">也许，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">生命的意义在于折腾，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">更别说，诗和远方在召唤。</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;"></span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">隆冬里，应该把火烧旺，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">炽烈的温度把人生温暖，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">重整褴褛，宁可匍匐向前，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">再试一把，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">因为，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">春天已经不远！</span></p>