<p class="ql-block">青春恰似攀枝花</p> <p class="ql-block"> </p><p class="ql-block"> <b style="font-size:22px;">往 事 并 不 如 烟</b></p><p class="ql-block"> 写在支边五十周年 </p><p class="ql-block"> 汪建</p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block">喊一声勐拉坝哟，</p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">就泪湿了老花眼，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">勐拉坝牵着我心尖尖五十年。</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">那一年那一天，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">支边列车的汽笛唤起鸣咽一片。</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">前途山水万千，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">回头眼泪万千。</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">一路向那云之南，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">去向国境线最边边。</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">那一年那一天，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">勐拉坝来了我们这群</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">缺少知识的知识青年。</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">眼前是层层的橡胶林，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">远处是长满荊棘的大荒山。</span></p><p class="ql-block">：</p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">旱蚂蝗多得心发麻，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">大蚊子三个就能炒一盘。</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">红蚁黑蚁吐毒液，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">马蜂大蛇随处见。</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block">白云深处藏苗家，</p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">风尾竹下傣族寨子飘炊烟。</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">攀枝花开红似火，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">藤条江水绿如蓝。</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">老职工迎出笑脸送热水，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">连长嘘寒又问暖，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">指导员语重心长一席话，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">撩得小知青心里热浪滚滚翻。</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">广阔天地炼红心，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">要让边疆换新颜。</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">竹篱笆做墙盖茅草，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">树叉叉支床铺竹片。</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">一小把韭菜一瓢盐，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">冲一锅开水来伴饭。</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">生活艰难不叫苦，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">只想好好来表现。</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">提起砍刀扛上锄，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">学着老职工斗地战天。</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">开荒种地抡大锄，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">满手血泡磨成茧。</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">披荊斩棘挥砍刀，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">毒蜂蛇虫等闲看。</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">赤脚踩泥打土坯，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">顾不得泥浆脏了好容颜。</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">风雨里逆行上山抢胶水，</span></p><p class="ql-block">铁桶胶担压柔肩。</p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">日头下衣背汗渍描图画，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">暴雨里额头水帘遮住眼。</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">从小没受过苦和累，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">如今却要唱越是艰险越向前。</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">那时候交通闭塞道路河阻断，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">多少次挑粮送物</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">晃悠悠过吊桥到对岸，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">桥下有湍急的江河水，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">桥上是稀疏的朽木板，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">还有小路坎坷在山岩。</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">那一次洪水卷着泥石翻，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">拖拉机困在河里面，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">好伙伴拖一根牵引绳，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">奋身扑进浊浪间！</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">那一次少数民族刀耕火种放火来烧山，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">恶风卷烈焰逼近胶林边。</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">烟里火里我们冲进突出全不顾生死，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">毛发燎焦衣衫褛褴人人都累瘫。</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">那一次大山里去伐木，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">放着木排冲波逆折过险滩，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">星光照着我们这群，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">这群赤膊的小男子汉！</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">那一年边境风云突变，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">有邻国不自量力挑恤我们的主权，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">炮火硝烟里知青勇毅请战，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">共和国旗帜上的风彩</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">知青舍得用血染！</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">那里气候湿热多瘴疠，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">怪病奇症也会把身缠。</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">好多人患疟疾</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">发热寒颤打摆子，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">水样的腹泻让人半天瘦一圈。</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">那些年农场物质生活太贫寒，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">天天粗米糙饭白水煮青菜，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">油荤的感觉</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">离开舌尖很遥远，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">好几月才复习一次肉香味，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">误了我们长身体的好时间。</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">有些年法律意识淡，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">管理工作简单粗暴又野蛮，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">遇上知青小调皮，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">就用绳索捆绑吊起来，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">双手反剪在背后，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">脚下吊几块大土砖。</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">痛得高声嘶嚎哭声惨，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">身上绳索勒痕几月不消散。</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">我可敬可亲的老职工啊，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">为什么这时就狠心变了脸！</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">多年后一首摇滚曲，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">让我明白那时你们是眼前蒙住了红布片。</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">也有女知青遭凌辱，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">身心的伤口只能自己含泪舔。</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">虽然工作劳累生活苦，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">也有老职工言行让人心里暖。</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">那一天夜里狂风暴雨夹雷电，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">晒场上成堆的黄豆要冲散，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">我看见瘦高体弱的指导员，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">风雨里冲在最前面的细脚杆。</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">那一天开荒种橡胶，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">休息时故意把老班长缠，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">忽悠他讲战斗经历忘时间。</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">那一天出工误了点，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">憨厚的连长气得板起脸，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">我们却自顾在他口袋里掏香烟。</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">历经磨炼好多年，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">样样事情知青成骨干。</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">也曾修路架桥，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">也曾盖房烧砖，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">也曾驾驶汽车奔驰险峻崎岖路，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">也曾身背药箱悉心照料医病患。</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">珍惜资源翻书学酿酒，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">抢工期大胆承包敢为先。</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">做老师呕心沥血教育当地娃，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">那几年高考成绩热辣了我们县。</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">青春捂热了勐拉坝的土，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">热血浇绿了长满橡胶树的山。</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">领导曾鼓动大家表决心，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">要让知青们扎根边疆六十年。</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">怎禁得家乡父母天天含泪倚门唤：</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">“我那远行的儿女哟，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">你可要快快回家转……。”</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">终于泣血争来知青大返城，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">行李漫卷，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">归心如箭！</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">离开时有人曾经抱怨，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">今后撒尿也不会朝着这一边。</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">其实浸过我们血汗的勐拉坝哟，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">一直是心头的那寸柔软。</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">时光已流过五十年，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">那方水土那方人，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">常在记忆里绚烂。</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">藤条江滋润过我的心田，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">攀枝花曾在梦里悄悄开，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">亲手种下的橡胶树，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">还在用绿荫</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">续着我们和勐拉坝的缘。</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">分水岭的云海哟</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">是不是还在翻卷？</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">大平台的店子哟</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">还有没有带肉的路边餐？</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">阿得博的哈尼挮田</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">可还是那样秀美？</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">蛮耗河斑驳的大桥</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">不知变了没变？</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">勐拉街头那棵大青树</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">是不是仍等着与知青们团圆？</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">民族老乡的鸡鸭蛋</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">可还是栓着卖？</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">街边的竹摊上</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">可还摆着米粉卷？</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">街子上的傣妹</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">可还像含羞草羞羞的笑？</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">苗家小伙的大裆裤</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">可还固执着阴丹蓝？</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">耳边偶尔也会响起</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">少数民族热情好客的倒装语：</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">“大哥大姐啊.</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">来家唛……玩我嘛，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">我不在儿子姑娘在……”。</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">或许</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">这也是勐拉坝对知青们的呼唤。</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">…………</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">那段经历</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">不会随着岁月消散，</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">因为在心里</span></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;">往事并不如烟。</span></p><p class="ql-block"><br></p><p class="ql-block"><span style="font-size:20px;"> .2021年5月20</span>日</p> <p class="ql-block">国境边上有个金平县</p> <p class="ql-block">金平县有个坝子叫勐拉</p> <p class="ql-block">勐拉坝上有个云南生产建设兵团</p><p class="ql-block">四师十八团</p><p class="ql-block">现金平国营农场</p><p class="ql-block"><br></p> <p class="ql-block">也许是老天安排，</p><p class="ql-block">那年那月那天</p><p class="ql-block">仿佛就是今年今月今天。</p> <p class="ql-block">我用青春捂热过的勐拉坝哟</p> <p class="ql-block">橡胶林</p> <p class="ql-block">割胶</p> <p class="ql-block">比较偏远的连队</p> <p class="ql-block">无花果</p> <p class="ql-block">树菠萝（菠萝蜜）</p> <p class="ql-block">木瓜树</p> <p class="ql-block">含羞草</p> <p class="ql-block">少数民族水力加工棚</p> <p class="ql-block">竹篱茅舍，知青之家。</p> <p class="ql-block">那时的傣寨</p> <p class="ql-block">真正的傣家竹楼</p> <p class="ql-block">吊桥，铁索桥</p> <p class="ql-block">一连的一号山</p> <p class="ql-block">去五号山的小路</p> <p class="ql-block">山下是一连</p> <p class="ql-block">咖啡冲的小工棚</p> <p class="ql-block">不知哪里来的飞机螺旋桨，敲它就出工。</p> <p class="ql-block">农场中学旧貌</p> <p class="ql-block">为回城泣血抗争的知青们</p> <p class="ql-block">多少次，攀枝花曾在梦里悄悄绚烂。</p> <p class="ql-block">个旧棉花山，金平分水岭的云海</p> <p class="ql-block">曼耗桥</p> <p class="ql-block">阿得博的哈尼梯田</p> <p class="ql-block">《赶摆》农场中学老师，知青王世友画。图中大青树。</p> <p class="ql-block">鸡蛋梱起卖（云南十八怪之一）</p> <p class="ql-block">卖野果的民族女子</p> <p class="ql-block">酸浆果</p> <p class="ql-block">金平县城里赶街的红头瑶</p> <p class="ql-block">街子上吸烟筒的男人们</p> <p class="ql-block">五十年的时光在历史长河中只是瞬间</p>