<h3><br><br><br><br><br><br> Today is Augustthe thirteenth. I walked up at about five o'clock in the eraly morning,then I couldn't fall asleep any longer. When I was a little girl,I used to hear my neighbors,relatives…about every one who I knew liked to talk about my life experience. Maybe I was too young to understand those difficult relationships,so I didn't care about it at all. I thought that they just had nothing to do so they liked to talked about me to make the time fly. <br> However,with the time going on,now I'm a mother myself,and my aughter is only 6 years old. her father works in a countryside which is far away from us. He can not sure that he can go back even on Saturdays or Sundays.So when I need a help,I have no way. I have to arrange all work just by myself. Sometimes I just cry on the sofa or bed because I am too worried but I couldn't find out a good way to salve it. <br> In China,there is a famous song In the world just mama's dear. it says that if one has a mom,he will be a treasure,or else he will be a grass. That's true. When I am in difficulties,both of them give me a good excuse that I can not ask for help from them any longer. One said that the old saying said that if a grandmother in law took care of the grand son,she must be silly. that means she would not help me to take care of my daughter. The other one told me that she needed to take care of her own grandson. That means she had no time. So in these 3 years,everyday my daughter will go with me wherever I go. but she is very good. Sometimes if she finds that I am unhappy,she will comfort me that she will be a orbedient daughter,so I must keep happy anytime,which makes it hard for me to laugh or cry. </h3>