<h3> Suddenly feel that the world is quite big, perhaps be blurred by something now? Standing on the balcony with his eyes up, the clouds are not fast or slow, are they walking? Of course not, but they are also aimless walking, do not know where can yearn for, just have a feeling, perhaps the passage of time, but they may stay, life can disappear, and still stand in place, an inexplicable place.</h3> <h3> Maybe that's what we've been getting for months, right? Haven't been out to see where, a lot of things have not been done, but some regrets are very worth it.</h3> <h3> More time spent on a so-called "love to the powerless" thing, but really spent this way, in fact is quite confused, there is no source of motivation, there is no support to adhere to, still do not understand whether meaningful.</h3> <h3> So in the days after days, the quiet state of silence looked for a while. A lot of negative emotions have risen a lot, but also at the expense of physical health things happen, pay ahead of time, in exchange for the present appearance, cannot distinguish between right and wrong, after all, just do not belong to the present I, just want to love a good person, love master.</h3> <h3> I haven't written for over a month, and tonight is the end. Still a little tired, after all, this period of expenditure of energy, their own heart, and in the end, not a bit of see the harvest, originally wanted to pay after the help of master, but, but also only a journey, no substantial progress, I found, perhaps I am really stupid, the rest of the happy bar, to 2020.</h3> <h3> The world is so big that it can't see the end. Can not see a glance, cannot determine forever, thousands of years, can be drunk a smile.</h3> <h3> Come on, start over. Tired, crying, and then comfort themselves, look up and move on. Life has not been smooth, a smooth is downhill. 。</h3>