人生

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女儿练完琴，随即给自己冲了杯咖啡，便端着上楼去自己的卧室做功课了，似是要熬夜苦读。

做母亲的，总是心疼孩子，立即切好一盘水果，送了过去。

近日总在考虑人生的问题。按说已到知天命的年龄，却感到对生活的理解越来越模糊，搞不懂该怎样活着。

一直为子女、为家庭奉献着，眼看着明年女儿就上大学离开家，自己以后的生活如何安排? 自己理想的生活方式到底是怎样的? 通俗一点说，以后的日子想怎样过?

“生命诚可贵，爱情价更高。若为自由故，二者皆可抛。” 这被惯用了的诗句，在这里表达自己的愿望却又觉着非常恰当。即后半生想要的就是自由。日子是自己的，生命也是自己的，在剩下的有限的人生里，只想最大限度地实现自我，想怎样就怎样，在法律和社会公德的范围之内，不计对错，无关他人，达到死而无憾。

想爱就爱，不爱就分。除了柴米油盐，我还想要生活中的感动，心里的悸动。
生活不是死水一潭，即便没有了浪花，仍需有微澜。
这就是想要的人生。
望一眼漆黑的窗外，再看看女儿门缝里透出的光亮，心仍木然。

                              The life

After the daughter finished the practice of

cello.she immediately made a cup of coffee for her self  then went upstairs to go to her bedroom to do her homework. it seems to stay up all night.

As a mother, I always worry about my child.I immediately cut a plate of fruit and took it to her.

Recently, I have always considered the issue of life.  According to the age of knowing the destiny, I feel that my understanding of life

is getting more and more blurred. I don't know how to live.

I have been dedicated to my children and

the family. I am watching my daughter going to university next year.she will leave from

home. How can I arrange my future ? What

is my ideal lifestyle? Popularly, what do I

want to do in the future?

"Life is precious, love is more valuable than

life. If for the freedom. both can be throw

away." This verse that is used to express my wishes here is very appropriate.That is, what I want in the second half life is freedom. 

The days belong to own, and the life is also.

In the remaining limited life, I only want to make myself to be maximum extented, doing what I want within the scope of law and

social morality, regardless of right or wrong,

irrelevant to others. without regrets when

going to die.

If the person wants to love, just do it. The lifeis not long. it is not only need eating, drinking, sleeping. In addition , It also need to feel and to be felled. the heart need to be inciting.

Life is not a pool of stagnant water, even if    there is no spray, it still needs a slight sigh.

This is the lived life .

Looking out of the dark  through the . seeing the light shining from the door of the daughter 's room. my heart turned to be wooden.