「假如我不画画」

胭脂

<h3><br></h3><h3> 「假如再早一些」</h3><h3><br></h3><h3> 再早一些,我可能不去画画</h3><h3> 我想……</h3><h3><br></h3><h3><br></h3><h3><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-family: &quot;Helvetica Neue&quot;, Helvetica, STHeiTi, &quot;Microsoft YaHei&quot;; font-size: 16.96px; white-space: normal; background-color: rgb(251, 251, 251);"> &nbsp;&nbsp;想在六十岁后,或更晚些、</span></h3><h3><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-family: &quot;Helvetica Neue&quot;, Helvetica, STHeiTi, &quot;Microsoft YaHei&quot;; font-size: 16.96px; white-space: normal; background-color: rgb(251, 251, 251);">&nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; 或还早些,</span><span style="background-color: rgb(251, 251, 251); color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-family: &quot;Helvetica Neue&quot;, Helvetica, STHeiTi, &quot;Microsoft YaHei&quot;; font-size: 16.96px; white-space: normal;">做回我的中医。</span></h3><h3><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-family: &quot;Helvetica Neue&quot;, Helvetica, STHeiTi, &quot;Microsoft YaHei&quot;; font-size: 16.96px; white-space: normal; background-color: rgb(251, 251, 251);"> &nbsp;&nbsp;倒不是要做个研究丹参鱼腥</span></h3><h3><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-family: &quot;Helvetica Neue&quot;, Helvetica, STHeiTi, &quot;Microsoft YaHei&quot;; font-size: 16.96px; white-space: normal; background-color: rgb(251, 251, 251);">&nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;草是否能治疗爱滋病的那类</span></h3><h3><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-family: &quot;Helvetica Neue&quot;, Helvetica, STHeiTi, &quot;Microsoft YaHei&quot;; font-size: 16.96px; white-space: normal; background-color: rgb(251, 251, 251);">&nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;悲天悯人的。</span><br style="line-height: 2.44em; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-family: &quot;Helvetica Neue&quot;, Helvetica, STHeiTi, &quot;Microsoft YaHei&quot;; font-size: 16.96px; white-space: normal; background-color: rgb(251, 251, 251);"><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-family: &quot;Helvetica Neue&quot;, Helvetica, STHeiTi, &quot;Microsoft YaHei&quot;; font-size: 16.96px; white-space: normal; background-color: rgb(251, 251, 251);">  只是想养养花钓钓鱼的暇时</span></h3><h3><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-family: &quot;Helvetica Neue&quot;, Helvetica, STHeiTi, &quot;Microsoft YaHei&quot;; font-size: 16.96px; white-space: normal; background-color: rgb(251, 251, 251);">&nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp;给左邻右舍看个小病,</span><br style="line-height: 2.44em; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-family: &quot;Helvetica Neue&quot;, Helvetica, STHeiTi, &quot;Microsoft YaHei&quot;; font-size: 16.96px; white-space: normal; background-color: rgb(251, 251, 251);"><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-family: &quot;Helvetica Neue&quot;, Helvetica, STHeiTi, &quot;Microsoft YaHei&quot;; font-size: 16.96px; white-space: normal; background-color: rgb(251, 251, 251);">  感冒了建议他们多休息、喝</span></h3><h3><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-family: &quot;Helvetica Neue&quot;, Helvetica, STHeiTi, &quot;Microsoft YaHei&quot;; font-size: 16.96px; white-space: normal; background-color: rgb(251, 251, 251);">&nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp;开水、别吹风、别随便吃抗</span></h3><h3><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-family: &quot;Helvetica Neue&quot;, Helvetica, STHeiTi, &quot;Microsoft YaHei&quot;; font-size: 16.96px; white-space: normal; background-color: rgb(251, 251, 251);">&nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp;生素;</span><br style="line-height: 2.44em; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-family: &quot;Helvetica Neue&quot;, Helvetica, STHeiTi, &quot;Microsoft YaHei&quot;; font-size: 16.96px; white-space: normal; background-color: rgb(251, 251, 251);"><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-family: &quot;Helvetica Neue&quot;, Helvetica, STHeiTi, &quot;Microsoft YaHei&quot;; font-size: 16.96px; white-space: normal; background-color: rgb(251, 251, 251);">  平时聊天拉家常宣传些健康</span></h3><h3><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-family: &quot;Helvetica Neue&quot;, Helvetica, STHeiTi, &quot;Microsoft YaHei&quot;; font-size: 16.96px; white-space: normal; background-color: rgb(251, 251, 251);">&nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp;生活方式,</span><br style="line-height: 2.44em; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-family: &quot;Helvetica Neue&quot;, Helvetica, STHeiTi, &quot;Microsoft YaHei&quot;; font-size: 16.96px; white-space: normal; background-color: rgb(251, 251, 251);"><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-family: &quot;Helvetica Neue&quot;, Helvetica, STHeiTi, &quot;Microsoft YaHei&quot;; font-size: 16.96px; white-space: normal; background-color: rgb(251, 251, 251);">  心情开朗、适当运动、每顿</span></h3><h3><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-family: &quot;Helvetica Neue&quot;, Helvetica, STHeiTi, &quot;Microsoft YaHei&quot;; font-size: 16.96px; white-space: normal; background-color: rgb(251, 251, 251);">&nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp;一荤一素一菇。</span><br></h3><h3><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-family: &quot;Helvetica Neue&quot;, Helvetica, STHeiTi, &quot;Microsoft YaHei&quot;; font-size: 16.96px; white-space: normal; background-color: rgb(251, 251, 251);"><br></span></h3><h3><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-family: &quot;Helvetica Neue&quot;, Helvetica, STHeiTi, &quot;Microsoft YaHei&quot;; font-size: 16.96px; white-space: normal; background-color: rgb(251, 251, 251);">&nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; ——一闲</span></h3><h3><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-family: &quot;Helvetica Neue&quot;, Helvetica, STHeiTi, &quot;Microsoft YaHei&quot;; font-size: 16.96px; white-space: normal; background-color: rgb(251, 251, 251);"><br></span></h3><h3><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-family: &quot;Helvetica Neue&quot;, Helvetica, STHeiTi, &quot;Microsoft YaHei&quot;; font-size: 16.96px; white-space: normal; background-color: rgb(251, 251, 251);"><br></span></h3> <h3></h3><h3><br></h3><h3> </h3><h3> ♥</h3><h3><br></h3><h3><br></h3><h3><br></h3><h3> </h3> <h3> </h3><h3><br></h3><h3><br></h3><h3>  想给许茹芸写歌,写一个</h3><h3> 专集。   从花季的萌动写到准新娘</h3><h3> 的喜悦。   中间的反反复复足够写十</h3><h3> 多首歌吧~   甚至写婚后平凡的生活--</h3><h3> 这类似乎少?   强调爱情不是婚姻的负担?   专辑的名称就叫——</h3><h3> 围城么?<br></h3><h3><br></h3><h3><br></h3> <h3><br></h3><h3><br></h3><h3><br></h3><h3> ♥</h3><h3><br></h3><h3><br></h3><h3><br></h3><h3><br></h3> <div><h3><br></h3><h3> </h3><div><h3>  开一家漫画连锁店,</h3><h3> 半卖半租的。</h3><h3>   每个城市都有我们的加盟店,</h3><h3> 有上千的漫画书。</h3><h3>   最好其中有一本或一套</h3><h3> 是自己写的,</h3><h3>   而且销得还不错~</h3><h3>   都办成后自己也守着一个小店,</h3><h3> 开在一个学校旁,</h3><h3>   每天等着学生放学。</h3><h3><br></h3><h3><br></h3><h3>  </h3><h3><div style="text-align: right;"></div></h3></div></div> <h3><br></h3><h3><br></h3><h3><br></h3><h3> ♥</h3><h3><br></h3><h3><br></h3><h3><br></h3> <h3><br></h3><h3><br></h3><h3><br></h3><h3>  在合适的年龄有一群孩子,</h3><h3> 有孩子气的孩子。   无论我是什么年龄,自己也</h3><h3> 可以像个孩子一样和孩子们</h3><h3> 在一起   玩。   或者我不玩,   只是像那个麦田里的守望者,   也很幸福<br></h3><h3><br></h3><h3><br></h3><h3><br></h3> <h3><br></h3><h3><br></h3><h3> ♥</h3><h3><br></h3><h3><br></h3><h3><br></h3> <h3> </h3><h3><br></h3><h3>    去旅游,比如欧洲。   意大利的很多城市,比如佛罗伦萨</h3><h3> 顺便去看一下圣马可教堂</h3><h3> 观摩耶稣受洗安吉里柯的湿壁画</h3><h3><br></h3><h3>  还有巴黎,巴黎的卢浮宫</h3><h3> 北欧、奥地利、布达佩斯、   还有爱琴海、尼泊尔…</h3><h3>   和想在一起的人一起去   又很幸福。<br></h3><h3><br></h3><h3><br></h3> <h3><br></h3><h3><br></h3><h3> 在庭院里种一棵紫藤</h3><h3> 桂花,芍药,牡丹和扶桑…</h3><h3> 再种一树海棠</h3><h3> 春来满园花色</h3><h3> 拾花酿春是一种快乐</h3><h3> 再种一株茉莉</h3><h3> 取花沏入茶中</h3><h3> 月下品酌也是一种快乐</h3><h3><br></h3><h3><br></h3><h3> </h3> <h3><br></h3><h3><br></h3><h3> 很早的学会独立</h3><h3> 不依附于任何人生活</h3><h3> 找一份适合自己的工作</h3><h3> 离父母近一些</h3><h3> 在他们需要我的时候</h3><h3> 清晰而诚恳的陪伴</h3><h3> 亲情回归于自然和简单</h3><h3> </h3><h3><br></h3><h3><br></h3><h3><br></h3> <h3><br></h3><h3> </h3><h3> 总得有个爱好</h3><h3> 像需要一个亲密的恋人</h3><h3> 再早一些</h3><h3> 或者再晚一些</h3><h3> 还是会提笔画画的吧</h3><h3> 不世俗 也不哗众取宠<br></h3><h3> 不娇纵 也不自我 封闭</h3><h3> 即便以此为业</h3><h3> 不必以此为生</h3><h3> 这是生活之外的一种延续</h3><h3> </h3><h3> </h3><h3> </h3><h3> </h3><h3><br></h3><h3><br></h3> <h3><br></h3><h3><br></h3><h3>图:胭脂</h3><h3>编辑:胭脂</h3><h3><br></h3>